don't you think once again that those two dudes are so hawt? Yes, I do.
I really really really really need God. Now. Things have just gone by whoosh and being with those kind of people makes me feel uncomfortable. I have to do like everything perfect, laugh with them even when I find it is stupid and I don't understand, try to get closer to them because everything feels like it's falling apart. And it's not who I am. And Wow, it's just 2 minutes and I have 4 updates. Okay, but it's all from En Qi. I keep on thinking I'll fit in there, and we'll be like some happy family. But those kind of realities never happen to me and I can expect it's part of God's plan. God's wonderful plan, I guess.

Hey there, my name is Melissa ;)
I'm a friendly person and I love to Serve the Lord.
I hate bearing grudges against one another as hatred leads to evil.
I am good to honest, and I share my feelings freely.
i love mblaq. alot.

"We grow great by dreams. All big men are dreamers. They see things in the soft haze of a spring day or in the red fire of a long winter's evening. Some of us let these great dreams die, but others nourish and protect them; nurse them through bad days till they bring them to the sunshine and light which comes always to those who sincerely hope that their dreams will come true."

By post:

1. A little deeper.
2. Have a Bite!
3. Letting go
4. Overseas talent is fantastic.
5. welcome!

By month:

1. September 2010
2. October 2010

don't you think once again that those two dudes are so hawt? Yes, I do.
I really really really really need God. Now. Things have just gone by whoosh and being with those kind of people makes me feel uncomfortable. I have to do like everything perfect, laugh with them even when I find it is stupid and I don't understand, try to get closer to them because everything feels like it's falling apart. And it's not who I am. And Wow, it's just 2 minutes and I have 4 updates. Okay, but it's all from En Qi. I keep on thinking I'll fit in there, and we'll be like some happy family. But those kind of realities never happen to me and I can expect it's part of God's plan. God's wonderful plan, I guess.